a bad day at work

i was transported by the smell of freshly cut wet grass during a gentle rain. I was transported to a natural world where everything is good - good for the senses and the emotions and the memories, all good. and i understand that natural world is no more or less horrific than the unnatural world I just left where they pay me to show up each day and work. but somehow, the gruesome side of nature is easier to accept than being paid to ignore the nature of life.