Friday, June 24, 2011

i found something of yours - please come get it

i usually had good dreams. every once in awhile i had bad dreams. lately, things have been a little uneasy though. i keep waking up to vague dreams, distraught and confused. I get out of bed and go through the motions of everyday, return to bed in the evening, to again have consistent, disturbingly confusing, dreams that are difficult to remember, comprehend or even parse. last night I woke during another of these dreams and was awakened quickly enough to finally realize they are not my dreams. the dreams are happening in my sleep, but they are not mine. I am aware of the dreams and their unpleasant nature, but i am not in them, and I don't know why someone or something else would need my mind for dreaming, or how they got in there or when they will leave, but it is odd - pushed outside my own mind. this is not a story, and there is no point. i thought maybe it would help me to try and describe it. i would like it to stop.

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